Its a boy!!!

Wow, I cant even explain how happy I am. Just about 6 hours ago my brothers girlfriend delivered a beautiful baby boy. He is the most beautiful baby ever and hes my nephew. I love him. I didnt want to stop holding him but I had to cuz his mom wanted to hold him for a little bit lol. They still havnt figured out a name for him yet though. My brother told me to tell him my favorite name for a boy .I couldnt really think of anything. One of my favorite names is Anthony or Tony but she already has a son by that name so thats outta of the question. She actually wants to name him Eli but my brother doesnt like it very much. I think thats gonna end up being his name though for some reason. It doesnt sound that bad though. Eli Ferguson. Thats actually kinda cute. Guy names are actually way harder that girl names.Anyways Im just happy that I have a new nephew. I actually already have a nephew and a neice but I dont get to see them that much cuz my nephew lives in Vegas and Ive already seen him grow up since he is 17 years old. My little neice is actually a brat and her mom is a bitch so I dont get to see her that much. This baby though, Im gonna make an effort to go see him all the time and spoil him to death. Hes so cute. My brother is so cute too. This is his first child. I never imagined that he would be a father cuz he just doesnt seem like the type. It was so funny watching him tryna hold the baby. He was all nervous and couldnt even hold him right lol. He'll get used to it though. He'll be a good father. He's is actually like a father to me and my sisters so I know he'll be a great father for his son.

Today I was...

Today I was just chillin all day. I slept till like 1 cuz I didnt have to babysit this morning which I was excited about. I actually got to do some cleaning which Ive been meaning to do for the past week. I cleaned my room and washed a grip of clothes then I washed my dirtty ass car. I hate that car.I had to go to work at 530. I took the girl I work for to get her nails done at 6 and we didnt get out of there till like 745. It took forever cuz she had to get a back fill and her armpits waxed. Now I never get my nails done so I really dont know what a back fill is but it took too damn long and I was hungry. On my way home from work Liz called me and asked what I was doing. I was planning on just going home and chillin out since I dont feel good anyway but she was at our friend Ariel's house. I havnt seen Ariel in forever and I missed her so I decided to go over there to visit for a while. It was really cool. I wanted to see her baby Arianna but she was sleep. When I got there her husband Martin was playing some game on X-Box where you can compete with a bunch of other people and talk to them. It was really funny cuz his microphone wasnt workin good and he kept screamin can you hear me, can you hear me! Meanwhile he was getting shot lol He's such a nerd. Anyway we were all just talking and reminiscing about high school and such. It was fun.I just took some Nyquil so Im just waiting for that to kick in so I can go to sleep peacefully without coughing and having to blow my nose. I hate being sick dammit. My lymphnodes are swollen too. It feels like I have a small tumor on the side of my neck. Not cute at all.Well, as always Jason called me tonight with his usual questions. I told him I do not know where the party is tonight and even if I did I would not go because I feel like crap and I dont want to be around a bunch of drunk people actin a foo. Thats only fun when I am drunk too. I did tell him that we are planning on having a party tomorrow at my friend Daynias house so hopefully that works out and I dont feel as sick.

Man, Im ...

Man, Im tired. I have to go to a funeral tomorrow and I have nothing to wear. Great. I do not want to go but it is only appropriate.Jason is online and isnt saying anything to me. I havnt talked to him in two weeks. Obviously he doesnt care. Whatever.Do you ever have those days where no matter how much you eat you are still hungry? Thats how ive been feeling all day. I think it was the chinese food I ate for lunch.No matter how much chinese food I eat i am always hungry after. It is almost 12 at night and I am starving with nothing to eat in my house. Great.I think Im going to bed now.

It's gettin cold in here

I just got done washing my car and it was not a good idea. It was so freezing I thought my hands were gonna freeze up the second I put them in the water. I had to wash it though. My car was filthy and I could not drive around with it lookin like that. I hate black cars man. They get dirty so fast. I think the next car Im gonna get is gonna be white. They are easier to keep clean.I gotta go to work soon. Im really not in the mood to deal with it again but I guess I gotta make mah money somehow. I think Im gonna go to Barnes & Noble right now before I go to work and look at some books and get some Starbucks. Oohhhh a Toffe nut Latte sounds good. Off I go.

I saw Chingy last night!! I luh him.

Wow, I had such a good night last night. I did'nt think I was gonna end up doing anything but I guess I got lucky. At around 4 my sister calls me from the Black College Expo at the L.A. Convention center. I wanted to go so bad but I had to babysit. Anyway she tells me that they are selling tickets there for the concert at the sports arena for Ja Rule, Ashanti, Xzibit and Ludacris for like 15 dollas. Some guy was selling them and I wasnt sure If i wanted to go or not so I called up my friend to see if she wanted to go. We were debating about it forever becuz we are both some broke ass people right now but we havn't did anything fun for a long time. We contemplated forever and finally we call my sister to tell her to get them for us and right when she got to the place where the guy was she finds out he left 10 minutes earlier. We were pissed cuz we were all pumped up to go and shit. We decided that we didnt care how broke we were, we were gonna do somthing fun that night. We call up my friend Anika to see what she's doin and she tells us that her and her boyfriend are going to these Monster truck races in Anaheim and she has two free tickets. Me and Liz were like hell yeah we'll go especially since its free. So we get ready and head out. Anika was supposed to call us to confirm that everthing was coo with the tickets but she never did so I decided to call her. Come to find out she had told someone else about the races and they decided to go and bring a friend so she doesnt have any free tickets left.Me and Liz were pissed at that point cuz we were already on our way and she didnt even call us to tell us she didnt have the tix anymore. Anyways we were like damn we should just go to L.A. and see if we can get tickets to the concert. We figured we were almost there anyway so we might as well try. Our initial plan was to get them from scalpers cuz they would cheaper and we figured it would be easy cuz the show was supposed to start at 7 and it was already 8. Well we get there and theres cops everywhere so we were like hell naw, we are not tryna get arrested buying tickets from a scalper. So we just went up to box office and asked how much the cheapest tickets were and the lady said 25. We were like dang thats hella cheap and she said that we could prolly sneak down easily too so we were excited.We finally got in the venue and the show didnt start until around 9 sumthin. We snuck down to the very first row of the upper level which were pretty good seats so we were happy. Ashanti came on first and suprisingly she sang really well live. Ive always liked some of her songs but I never thought she had like an amazing voice or anything but she did really well.Next Ja Rule came on and I do not really care for Ja Rule but he was really good to the audience and when his microphone stopped working he went out in the middle of the audience and started rappin. I thought that was tight cuz he knew people were pissed off cuz they couldnt hear him so he compensated by actually going out into the crowd. It was nuts.Xzibit was prolly the tightest of the night. He is one of my favorite west coast rappers for real and he put it down. His flow is tight and he represented so I was feelin him. I love Xzibit. He was on for a good while too. Prolly longer than Ashanti and Ja Rules set put together. I wasnt complainin.Last was Ludacris. Ive been wanting to se Luda in concert forever. He just seemed like he had so much perosnality and I knew he would be good on stage. I was right. Luda was off the hook. He is so tight. When he first came out he was rappin so fast I thought I was listening to Twista or sumthin, it was crazy. He sang alot of his hits and some unrealeased songs.Now the most exciting part of the show for me was when Luda came out and said that he had a special guest. He's all I wanna bring out one of the newest members of DTP. Yall prolly know him real well. All of a sudden Chingy comes out from under the curtains and Holiday Inn starts. Now yall dont understand. I seriously get so teenyish over Chingy and I dont know why. I never really had a crush on a rapper but for some reason I think Chingy is the cutest ever. He seems so sweet lol I prolly sound retarded sayin that but I dont care. Ever since I saw Making the Video with him and he was talkin bout how much he liked Keisha Pulliam I was hooked. He seemed so shy around her and he actually seemed nervous to meet her and I thought it was so cute.Sue me.After Chingy came on another suprise guest was there. It ended up Being Lil Jon lol. He is one crazy ass mofo. It was so fun though cuz him and Luda did Get Low and Salt shaker by the Ying Yang twins, and Damn by the Youngbloodz.It was so much fun. I was dancin the whole time.I have to say it worth the 25 dollars that I didnt have. I had a real good time :D

just see...

just seein if this works

I just go...

I just got outta Biology Lab and it was boring as usual. The only thing thats good about is that there is this cute guy named Derrick that sits at my table. He has the most gorgeus eyes ever for real so thats cool. So I started my diet again yesterday. I went on the South Beach diet in August. It was the first diet that I ever tried and actually succeeded at. I was on it from August to about the end of November because the holidays and diets just do not go together. During that time I lost like 20 pounds so It actually does work you just gotta stay motivated for it. After that it all went downhill. I started eating like I did before I started without even thinking and the next thing I know I gained back 10 pounds that I lost. Ive been meaning to start it but there was that little loss of motivation factor that got in the way.I finally decided to get back on track because I wanna look good for the summer time, yeah!!! I did really good yesterday and didny cheat at all. Today is different though. I was so hungry when I got home from school and I all I had to eat was tuna which is good but It wasnt enough so i added some Wheat Thins to the mix.Damn them addicting carbs!!! I gotta get on track.Im hungry again.Maybe ill go Carls Jr. and get that new Six Dollar Low Carb burger. It looks good.What is it about diets that make you wanna eat so much more than you did before you went on the damn thing.Fuck man.

You think you know but you have no idea ,bwa ha ha!!

My eyes hurt. I think Im tired but im not really sure. I had fun reading alot of other peoples journals tonight. I have to say there are some pretty cool and interesting people out there. When I read everyone elses im like damn my life is boring lol. But whatever. I cant help that at this moment. Maybe its just boring to me, i dunno. Right now I feel like my life is at a stand still. Like im not really going anywhere, just staying in the same place not doing anything.I have no motivation whatsoever. Maybe I can buy some motivation. Maybe Costco sells it. I can buy it in bulk so i'll never run out again. Maybe i need to hang out with some new people or maybe listen to some new music or something. Any suggestions? Im open to anything. If anyone reads this, leave me some comments once in a while, it'll feel good to know at least some people read this shit lol

ME

K ima theif. Sue me.10 bands/artists you've seen liveLinkin ParkPennywisePapa RoachNsyncGinuwineEverclearBackstreet BoysJC ChasezSugar RayStevie Wonder9 things you're looking forward toAnother Justin Timberlake ConcertLosing WeightFinding a manGoing away to collegeGetting an intershipplaying the guitarturning 21movinggetting out of debt8 things you wear dailyUnderwearlip glossearringssocksshirtbrascruncishoes7 things that annoy youtraffictailgaterspeople who sing songs they dont knowpeople telling what to domy familybeing broke6 things you touch everydaymy ass lolmy hairmy keyboardmy doorknobmy steering wheelthe refrigerator5 things you do every morningtake my sister to schoolbrush my teethget dressedeatbrush my hair4 people you'd like to spend more time withmy brother lamarrDayniaJasonMy mom3 movies you could watch over and overCluelessBarbershopA Bronx tale2 of your favorite songs at the momentThis love- Maroon 5Come away with me- Nora Jones1 person you could spend the rest of your life withJustin Timberlake lol

Funny funny funny

Lol, man im watching the Surreal Life right now. Whoever decided to put Vanilla Ice, Ron Jeremy, Eric Estrada, Tracy Bingham and whoever else is on this show together to work at Mels Diner is crazy. And then they put Gary Colemen on there as the manager. They're doin the most. I dont know about anyone else but I would not want Ron Jeremy anywhere near my food. Do you know where his hands have been? Thats disgusting. I would not go there to eat, id prolly end up with giz on my grilled cheese sandwich or somthing. Shame shame shame.

Funny funny funny

Lol, man im watching the Surreal Life right now. Whoever decided to put Vanilla Ice, Ron Jeremy, Eric Estrada, Tracy Bingham and whoever else is on this show together to work at Mels Diner is crazy. And then they put Gary Colemen on there as the manager. They're doin the most. I dont know about anyone else but I would not want Ron Jeremy anywhere near my food. Do you know where his hands have been? Thats disgusting. I would not go there to eat, id prolly end up with giz on my grilled cheese sandwich or somthing. Shame shame shame.

Ehhh, I feel l...

Ehhh, I feel like shit. I am so sick right now. It seems like ive been sick off and on so much lately. I have a stuffy ass nose and my sinuses are killing me.I had a pretty fun day though even though it ended pretty bad. Me and my friend Liz went up to this place called Dove Springs to go dirt bike riding and 4-wheeling with her parents friends. We each got to ride the four wheelers and they decided to take liz to this one place with alot of hills and stuff called the Bowl. Now this was Lizs first time riding a quad ever. Well she decides shes gonna go up this really steep hill but as soon as she got to the top she let go of the gas and started rolling down backwords. Nobody could get to her in time and she started rolling over while on the quad. She rolled over like 5 times. She had to get taken to the hospital in the ambulance.Luckily she did not break anything and is fine. She just have a few abrasions and stuff. She is very lucky cuz she could have broken her neck because her helmet fell of. I was so worried about her but luckily she was alright. We came home after that and now I am here. It was very hectic today but she said she still had a good time even though all that happened.San Diego Jason called me tonight. He calls me like every Saturday and ask me where the parties are at. Im like dude, im not the freakin party coordinator. Most of the time i dont even know where partys are at. I just hear it through the grapevine. He calls me the party girl and thinks I party all the time but seriously I really dont. I go to more clubs than parties.I talked to Indiana Jason tonight too. Hes been acting really weird and its really getting on my nerves. Last night I called him cuz I was in a really bad mood and I wanted to talk to someone. He sounded all rude and said very rudely that he was watchin and movie and hell call me back some other time. I would have not minded if he woulda said it like he had some sense but he said it all evil and it made me oh so mad. He called me earlier while I was on my way to the hospital and apoligized for being so short with me last and he said that all his family came over unexpectantly and took over his house and made him watch the movie and thats why he sounded so irritated. I was like oh thats fine and I understand yada yada yada. I thought it was cool that he apoligized but then I called him not too long ago and he was being all short with me again. I was like fuck that man he is doing the most. There is no need for you to be gettin all attitudish with me. I personally think that when I called him his "friend" Tierra was with him and thats why he was being retarded. In my opinion she sounds like a big whore who treats Jason like shit and has him whipped but I really dont even know her. Im just going off what he tells. Whatever though, I do know that when he calls me again which I know he will ima tell him how hes acting cuz its really not coo.

Wow, Im in a real...

Wow, Im in a really good mood tonight and I have no idea why. Im just watchin TV and bustin up and talkin on the phone and bustin up lol. Its really funny. Im watchin The Wake up show on MTV with Farnsworth Bentley and he is hilarious. I swear I love him.Je tried to say he won an oscar for Hero of the Year. They asked him where he got the Oscar from and he said the academy then Sway looks at the bottom and theres a price tag for 19.99 lol Hes retarded. I was also talkin on the phone with Indiana Jason and he cracks me up so much. He doesnt even do it intentionally he just does it. Thats why I love talkin to him. Why'll I was talkin to him the lady I work for called bustin up cuz I guess when I was there earlier I was on the phone while I was cleaning and I put the shrimp top ramen I was gonna eat in the refrigerator. The funny thing is I didnt even open the top ramen cuz I wasnt hungry and I put it in thier on top of solami when it was really supposed to go in the cabinet. I dont think its funny to anyone else but it was hilarious to me lol I dont know, tonight im like on a natural high or sumpthin but its fun.

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Okay I sto...

Okay I stole this from somebody who stole it from somebody else lol Whoever made it sorry for stealing but I was bored.Thanks :)Ten bands you couldn't live without: Okay since I do not listen to many bands I will just use bands groups and artist.[1] Nsync[2] Jon B.[3] Lenny Kravitz[4] Alicia Keys[5] Stevie Wonder[6] Michael Jackson[7] Justin Timberlake[8] Incubus[9] Linkin Park[10]Bob MarleyNine albums / EPs that are important to you:[1] Every Nsync album[2] Jon B.- Cool Relax[3] Bob Marley- Legend[4] Justin Timberlake- Justified [5] Al Green- Greatest Hits[7] India Arie- Acoustic Soul[8] Nas- Stillmatic[9] Mariah Carey- Mariah Carey UnpluggedEight movies you'd watch over and over:[1] Clueless[2] The Barbershop[3] The Breakfast Club[4] The Goonies[5] 10 things I hate about You[6] All my nsync videos[7] Brown Sugar[8] Indiana Jones and the Temple of DoomSeven things that annoy you:[1] Being Lonely[2] People who sing songs they dont know[3] taking my sister to school[4] people telling me what to do[5] when people cut me off while im driving[6] people who drive too slow[7] diets Six of your favorite songs (at this very moment)[1] Tonight- Da band[2] Noise and Kisses- The used[3] Alicia Keys- Diary[4] Pop that booty- MH[5] Alica Keys- If I aint got you[6] Shorty(put it on the floor)- Nick Cannon, busta, fat joeFive TV shows you watch regularly: [1] Real World[2] Simple Life[3] Girlfriends[4] Eve[5] Rich GirlsThree things you're looking forward to:[1] Getting an internship[2] getting new job[3] losing weightTwo Artists you would like to do the NASTY with: [1] Justin Timberlake[2] Jon B.One Band whose music would be described as writing the soundtrack of your life[1] There really isnt a whole album that describes my life but a song that describes my life right now would be India Arie Strength,Courage, and Wisdom because I am just now in my life actually getting the courage to do alot of the things I want that I was afraid to do before. Im also learning more about life and as I get the courage to do the things i want.

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okay, im really bored outta mah mind right now. Ever since Ive been going to work earlier and getting off earlier i dont know what to do with myself. I mean I can only stay on the internet for so long before I go stir crazy. I feel like theres so many things that I need to get done but at the same time that I have nothing to do.Weird. I think that Im gonna go put on some music and make up a dance. I havnt did that in so long and it'll be excersize. We'll see if im up to it.I cant wait till the freakin weekend man. :sings: Look out weekend cuz here I come, becuz weekends are made for fun! On friday me and my friends are gonna go clubbin at the Boogie. Its our usual club. I like it alot cuz they play good music and it is a very diverse crowd. My kind of club. On Saturday im supposed to go with my friend Anika to a monster truck rally. I never been to one before so it should be intersting. But until all that comes Im still gonna be bored lol

Cool, Im ver...

Cool, Im very excited. I decided that Im finally gonna start looking for internships. I wont be able to actually start one until I find a better job but I decided to start looking for ones that im interested in. I found this one thats perfect for me. Its at Bryan Farrish promotions. Its a company that promotes new talent and trys to get them on college radio stations' playlist. Its seems really cool. Its a small company but I think its better since you get more hands on training. Ive always wanted to work in the entertainment industry. My frickin major is Music industry but ive been so busy and preoccupied with other things for the past couple of years that i lost focus of what I really wanted to do. Im finally starting to get motivation to actually get out there and get some experience. My main goal is to become A&R at a major record label but for now I want to get my hands on every aspect of the music industry so I can become more experienced and knowledgable in the business. Hopefully I continue in this motivation mode.

Wow, right now...

Wow, right now im feelin kinda chinese. My sister just did my hair and its very tight making my eyes turn up. It hurts and now I have a headache. I'll survive though. I am so not excited about tomorrow.Im starting intersession at school and I do not want to go. My winter vacation was far too short but If I plan on getting out of here I gotta take classes whenever I can. GRRR this sucks. No more going to bed at 4 in the morning and waking up at 1:00 in the afternoon. Im also pissed at my friend Jason too cuz on New years he had stole my camera and decided to take pictures of a bunch of whores that I barely know. I took them to get developed today and theres like none of me and my friends. They are all of Jason and his hoodrats. I was pissed cuz if theres one thing I love its to have memories and pictures of everything that me and my friends do and now I barely have any for new years.Lil conceded ass lol but hes still coo I guess. Anyways Im outtie!

Exhibitionist huh

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W...

Wow, Im really bored and I dont know what to do. I should be doing something productive like clean my room or sumthin but Ive come to the conclusion that I am just too lazy right now. Maybe Ill just chill till I have to go to work at 5:30. I also think that Im getting sick because my throat is starting to get real sore. Greaatttt just what I need, to get sick right before Christmas and New Years. I just hope It doesnt get worse. Im gonna try to drink alot of tea.La la la la la la la what to do what to do. I think I will clean may room. It'll make me feel better.

Ouch

Damn, I am so sore. I really got beat up snowboarding but I had so much fun lol. I thought I was gonna forget but as soon as I got to the top of the mountain I got my snowboarding wisdom down. I obviously didnt get it down perfect or else my left ass cheek wouldnt be sore right now but its all good. I was excited that our friend Joe went cuz he snowboards really good and taught me some cool tricks.After we went to Denny's and I swear we had the worst service ever. First we got helped by this waiter and he had no eyebrows and crossed eyes. It was really distracting. Then we got helped by this cocky eyed waitress who couldnt seem to get the order right. I hate Denny's.Now I have to go get ready for work for this stupid bitch and Im not happy about it but I gotta get paid somehow.

Man I am s...

Man I am so bored. Im waiting for my friend Liz to get off work because were goin snowboarding. I'm so excited to cuz I havn't been snowboarding since the beginning of this year. I hope I still remember lol. I know Ill prolly fall on my ass a couple times but lets pray I can get back in gear. I'm kinda scared tho cuz wer never been snowboarding at night and I know its gonna be hella freezing. Im gonna wear like 50 layers of clothes that for sho lol. My brother Lamarr might go to and im happy bout that cuz we never spend time together and hes my favorite brother too so hopefully he goes.

my first

Well this is my first time writing in live journal. I do have a lot to say because i am very long winded but ill keep it short this time.